DRAMA QUEEN ;-P

Once again, I did not sleep.
I was wandering zombie-like on the set this morning.
On a shooting, once you’ve got the make-up and wardrobe on, it's all about waiting.
Thanks God: I had the chance to sleep before it was my turn.
When I heard CECILIA YOU ARE IN, I opened the door, stepped out, got blinded by the sun, and …
Suddenly I saw the crew, the pedestrians, the curious, the tourists, the locals, the dogs, the kids, the homeless and... Holly crap!
Are they watching me???
Nooooo people, I'm just a nobody! go back to your business...

Somehow this reminds that this is my dream,
That I’m living my dream,
That this is what I was born for.
(ACTING, and yes, I know it's only a commercial, but I'm in Hollywood, let me do my drama here)
So I took a deep breath,
let it all in, thanked for my incredible luck,
smiled and gave everything I had.
Algún día será en el set de mi película o actuando para los que admiro.

If I had the guts, I would go and rent a hotel room with sea view on Pismo Beach or somewhere on the PCH. I would not take my laptop. I would not take anything at all. I would just listen to the swell, me laisser bercer, dejarme arrullar and hopefully fall asleep. Deeply asleep… I just need to get some sleep.

Anybody out there wants to join me? Cause I’m chicken shit, and I won't do it unless I have somebody to...